Wow, look at all those things I committed to doing, all the ideas I had about what I needed to do to stay motivated and what have I done? I have weighed and recorded myself everyday. Today, I weigh 219.6 yesterday I weighed 217.8. I liked that much better. By the end of this week (Saturday morning) I would like to weigh 216.8 or less. There must be something to say about rewarding activity. I do that at work to encourage people. I do it with my kids to help them earn an allowance. What do I need to do to get myself going? Maybe I should print up my own chart but what will be the most important thing? If I could change one thing, what would that be?
I am disgusted with how I look. I hate that I don't have a pair of jeans that I love and I hate that the jeans I have came from Lane Bryant. I hate that I hate anything about myself. How selfish is that. I can see, I can breathe, I can hear, I can smile, I can sing, I can write, I can hold my children in my arms, I can walk, I can go up and down the stairs, I can feed myself...honestly the list can go on and on. Get over yourself already and allow yourself to be and feel blessed for all that you can do and then do all you can do.
Just be an example and role model to your kids
Just be a great mom and wife
Just be a friend to your friends
Just be smart about your choices
Just be...
How come there has to be a list? If you do all of these things or some of these things you will be successful. Look at that conflict. Make a list to show your accomplishments and keep on track...Don't make a list, just be...wtf.
Just do it Kris. What's the most important thing to you?
Being a great mom and wife is the number one thing for me. When you sign back in, write about that. Take time every day to write a little.
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